My Emptiness

I'm empty right now
For two days I've been with her
For two days I've hinted at how I feel
And for two days she's ignored it all
Its pathetic the way I try
Holding onto feelings that are not shared
Believing that the impossible could happen
That she would see me in a different light
Not the best friend, not the guy she just hangs with
But the guy she could hold hands with
The guy she could talk to late into the night
The guy she could hug and kiss
But I finally have realized
I've finally given up
She will never feel the same and I accept it


My stomach is one giant knot
My thoughts ripping away at my heart
I wish I could be with her
She is the best, she brings out the best in me
Best friends is just not enough