Wednesday, June 10, 2009

I Have No Idea What to Do

She has no idea
She has no clue
Daily conversations, laughs and good times
We are best friends
But that phrase, "Best Friends", holds me back
It ties me down, forcing me to stay where I am
The "friend" she can rely on, the "friend" who she loves
But what do I do when my feelings grow?
How do I act when I want more than just a hug, when I want more than "Best Friends"?
It would be me who falls for his Best Friend
It would be me who complicates a perfect situation
But my feelings are true, and no matter how much I try, I cannot hide them
So in my mind I struggle to make a decision
Do I tell her how I feel and risk ruining the friendship we have?
Or do I keep it hidden and keep my Best Friend?
One thing I do know, I need this girl in my life
She brings out the best in me, and I hope I do the same for her
Lets just say I miss the shit out of her.

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